December 2011
3 posts
i will never believe in anything again
i am trying harder than anyone could imagine
"one night, one more time.. thanks for the...
i spent the past few days adapting everyone else’s words to fit what my heart was doing because i didn’t have the courage to speak for myself. but now, after one more night, one more time of feeling hollowed out i want to change that. it’s been two years yesterday. every other day of the year i can’t feel it. i choose not to. i don’t love him for 364 days, but every...
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the first person to find out was the first person i really gave myself to. he only found out because he walked in. because i pocket dialed him in a dirty venue bathroom and ive never been a pretty crier or a quiet puker. sometimes i think we built our relationship off that because there wasn’t much else. the only massive thing between us was the age difference. we made sure everyone around...